I'll keep everyone posted as to if I get either gig!
Friday, December 10, 2010
Auditons Finally!
I'll keep everyone posted as to if I get either gig!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Restless
While my personal life is having a roller coaster of ups and downs: my ambitions are sitting dormant. I've realized that I was taking a break of sorts. There's been a lot of hope on my behalf that my agent would pull something for me while I adjust to the responsibilities of my new roommate as well as the other changes happening around me. I watch as my Jo becomes a woman of the world and chases her happiness, and I realize that somehow I've taken a back seat on my own chase.
It's been a little over a year since I started this path, and I've done a movie, a cable pilot, and a commercial. It's not a bad start! I truely belive that, but it's time for it to progress to the next level. It's time I pull on the few connections I have made, and start making my own path again! I'll move Heaven and Earth to help those I love,and now I just need to learn how to move them for myself!
Monday, August 30, 2010
Goals: Name on the silver screen
Second; for those who could not make it there will be a second screening. We're not sure when, but I will keep everyone posted as to when that will be.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
First Paying GIG!!!
In other news: I auditioned for a commercial with Missouri Lotto, fingers crossed.
And as another shameless self promotion, don't forget the premier of Paragon! My first movie. It shows on Thursday August, 26th at the Noland Center in Independence. Tickets are $7, all proceeds go to support local Independent Film. I don't have a large roll, but I'm in a few scenes with a couple lines! See our Facebook Event Page for more details!
Monday, August 9, 2010
Paragon Movie Premiere!
Monday, July 19, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Back in the Gym
As for everything else, I have a meeting tomorrow for the cable pilot to finalize contracts and meet everybody. Also, I did not end up auditioning for "Mercy House Split". The reason is that it does not start filming till November, and here I've been talking about moving out west before that. It may not be set in stone, but I don't need to make excuses to stay.The good part is that I am still involved with the film. I'm helping Scott find locations for all the scenes, so if you get an email asking if I can use your apartment/house, that's why! Just kidding...or am I?
One last note: The premier of Paragon will be sometime late September/ October, as soon as I know I'll invite everyone!
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Hello Opportunity
On top of that, I have an Audition for "Mercy House Split", a murder mystery film being done by the same director as "Paragon". Again, no pay, but still experience.
*BTW if you would like to audition for "Mercy House Split", auditions are Sunday the 30th of May at the Plaza Branch Library from 2-6. Email Scott Kessler at CreativeThreatFilms@hotmail.com!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
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Monday, May 10, 2010
Getting off Track
Lately I feel like I have to spend so much time just making sure I can afford to live day to day, that I don't have any left for my dream. The Acting front has gone quieter than a winter's night in the middle of Kansas, and I haven't heard of any auditions from my Agent since the Lee Jeans gig (which I also haven't heard from). People keep telling me about theater auditions, but I don't want to do theater! It is so different from film, and takes up so much time that I'm afraid I'd miss an opportunity, or already have a commitment and miss out.
I just have to keep reminding myself that everything I'm doing right now I'm doing as a means. I have this grand goal, my target. It's the size of a pea sitting miles away, and to hit it I have to remain focused.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Turning 26
To answer both questions...it feels the same. I made it through 25, and it was a year of growth and change. It was at 25 that I made the decision to pursue my dreams, due what it takes to make myself happy and content with life, and live every day not only as the last day but as the best. I truly discovered the power of "I can", and have used it as much as possible. I have made leaps and bounds toward my Acting goal, and I have 25 to thank for that.
However, something tells me 26 will be more than I can even expect. I've come to a few realizations lately that are giving me a different outlook. I still want to be an actor more than anything, and I will do whatever I can to pursue that. But do I have to do it here...can I do it here? I've felt the need to travel, move, or change for some time now, it's no secret, I tell everyone. There always seems to be an excuse to stay here though; I've built my life here, all my friends and my families are here, I just got everything I own and I can't afford to move. But the truth is, I'm just afraid to do it. Fear of the unknown, of being alone. But maybe the time is coming. I can sell my possessions and make the money I need to travel. There are cheap alternatives in larger cities for people looking to build a new life. I have friends everywhere, and I built this site to keep in touch with the ones I don't see day to day.
No worries of this happening soon, I have a few obligations that will keep me around KC for a while longer, but who knows what this year will hold. 26 looks to be an adventurous year full of possibility.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Lee Jeans
Monday, March 15, 2010
Getting Older
On the plus side, I am no longer unemployed! I am now working Mon. Wed. Thur. from 2 to 4 at Pickerman's Soups and Sandwiches in Brookside, so come in and visit!
Adding this on Tuesday the 16th! I also just got hired on at Eden Alley as a Host! I start training tomorrow morning before I go work at Pickermans! Yay for 2 jobs!!!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Life!
I have also been hanging out with the cast of "The Truth About Why", which is the film I'm doing. After re-editing the script, we now have a feature length film as opposed to the original 40 min short! I can't wait to actually get to start filming! We've had a couple of recasting issues, but I think it's all going to be just fine. In correspondence to this, I also attended the KC IFC (Independent Filmmaker's Coalition) meeting last night, and I think I'll start going on a regular basis.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Acting Needs: An Agent
I've been thinking a lot about it, and I didn't quite realize the things I might have to give up to pursue this dream of mine. Thinking ahead, can I justify auditioning for things like Renaissance Festival and community theatre when it would limit my availability for paying gigs (which will be my primary source of income)? If this is the career I want to follow, then it will be a part of my job to make myself ready for an audition at the drop of a hat. I see now the separation this will put between my acting friends and I. While they are all getting ready for a number of auditions (Renaissance Festival, musicals, plays), I stand by kind of saddened by the fact that I'm not going to be joining some of my best friends
At the start of this blog my main concern had been in having a corporate job and the strictures of that lifestyle as well as leaving it behind with the benefits it offered. Being laid-off made that decision for me, and I am a little thankful for that. However, this time the decision to change another part of my life for this dream is completely in my hands.
Once again I find myself standing on the precipice of an infinite plane of possibilities. All I need to do is to pick a direction and take a step. All things are possible from here.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
Gonna Be a Good Year!
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy New Year!
A few years ago I made a New Year's resolution to never have to make another New Years resolution. Most people take this to mean that I just don't want to make them, but that's not what it is. What I decided at that time was that I no longer wanted to live a life style that involved things that would need a New Years resolution to get rid of. I wanted to live a life where everyday I try to be better, to improve something, to constantly be making positive changes in my life.
I think I've done a rather good job of it so far. I've made quite a few very significant changes and some minor ones as well. It has come to the First of January, 2010, and everyone is making their New Year's resolutions, and happily, I do not feel the need to make one. This is not to say that I do not approve of resolutions, but that I have stuck to one that I made a number of years ago. In fact, I would really like to know what your New Years Resolution for 2010 is, or, if you didn't make one, then why?